but not 100% into it... We have a black dildo that she loves, especially to have in her mouth. She loves to show me how she sucks it and requests it in the bed. We have great sex and she is certainly scared to disrespect me by messing with another, but we have now got into the role playing and dirty talking about bbc. She is amazed by IR porn and the size of the huge bbc. She has even told me that she prefers to see the monster black cocks. She has hung out with black guys before in college but told me she never messed with them. Now the last few times we have played it has been with the addition of IR porn, while I pleasure her, but she is def watching it while I am in her. In some cases she is focused on the movie more. She is also comfortable talking dirty in regular situations about bbc or the notion of asians getting bbc. She is totally comfortable with it and we sometimes drink or smoke while watching. The black dildo is a bit big for her 8-9", while I am average and smaller than that. I have now introduced a vibrator ring on the dildo and she loved it while I ate her and the size was less of an issue. I made sure to bang her after so she can feel a difference. I am just a bit confused what to do next as she made it clear she doesnt want to have another guy besides me. I think she is also happy to do whatever she thinks pleases me, including all the kinky stuff above... any thoughts?