Are you either obsessed or addicted to youre BBC desire?

well i wish i could go there but im not close to there.. theres a bunch of BBC here but im afraid cause most are against sissys
 
Ok who out there sees themselves as being unable to stop being under the black cocks association with sex....I mean for me I cant it seems like I try to get turned on without watching interracial porn or fantacising of being there and have the desires I carry to be sexually taken and become his property I mean I have a gf and I can't even manage to find my self wanting to have sex and have to think of black cock while we have sex to be successfully....ive not watched any other kind of porn in like 15yrs or more...I spend more time on the endulgance of this than well anything lol it's but I just love it and I am totally unable to deny my being a white boy who has the desire to be a helpless sissy slave to the superior black daddy nd my white mistress as well.
That's so hot Tehe X
 
Ok who out there sees themselves as being unable to stop being under the black cocks association with sex....I mean for me I cant it seems like I try to get turned on without watching interracial porn or fantacising of being there and have the desires I carry to be sexually taken and become his property I mean I have a gf and I can't even manage to find my self wanting to have sex and have to think of black cock while we have sex to be successfully....ive not watched any other kind of porn in like 15yrs or more...I spend more time on the endulgance of this than well anything lol it's but I just love it and I am totally unable to deny my being a white boy who has the desire to be a helpless sissy slave to the superior black daddy nd my white mistress as well.

I feel you man. I am obsessed with BBC. I'm straight and love pussy. But damn.....something about a huge black cock really gets me going
 
Sometimes i try to be a man but it s hard with my small white Dick so i think about bbc fucking my wife and i feel better (actually i always think about it):sex:
 
i would say for the last 2 years my husband and I are addicted to bbc , 2 years ago is when I got my first bbc ,and that was the start of our bbc lifestyle,, in the last 2 years I have been with only one other white guy beside my husband ,, and this might sound funny to some but the night we were together I made his ware a blk. condom .that way when I was watching his cock moving in and out of me in my head I was having sex with a bbc. ...sent that night when even the husband and I have sex he must ware a blk. condom to..
 
Dear Dsoul,

"It begs them to wonder that years before, they could actually stash away such thoughts with ease . . . but this time, it’s becoming far stronger. More like a tough wrestling opponent who’s somehow figured how to break down their defense walls and move to grasp the jugular of their minds."
This is excatly what happend to me a few years ago.

"That instead, she belongs to someone else. Someone who’s more than capable to handle her in bed, stimulate her erotic senses in ways her real husband can’t."
I'm sure this is the source and the reason for my gorwing cuckold feelings

"Once this first effect had taken shape, a second effect comes about which is Withdrawal: the husband starts having less sex with the wife, preferring more the inclination to perform foreplay on her instead. He starts giving her as much bed space as he can"
Excatly but not yet to give her lover more place but to bring her into temptation to get excited by other man and let her hunger for them grow.

"The third effect: The husband takes a subtle step backward from the wife, and allows her to defer toward whatever choices that enthuse her emotions and wants"

This was the moment whe signed our Femdom contract. I cleary write down, I'm monogamous to her and she has the freedom to have sex with anyone she want or need, man or woman. Whe openly talk about it to this days.

"The fourth and most important effect comes as a further inclination of the husband’s desires wanting to break the shackles of their mind prison. The desire of wanting to be found out by the wife. He harbors the thought of being confronted by the wife, that way he won’t need to suffer anymore the burden of carrying his desires all by himself."
Actualy she know about it. I'm so happy she accepted it and know it.

"How come they’ve become unworthy prisoners to their fantasies without ever being aware. What most husbands don’t realize until afterwards when it’s been made known to them, is how much these desires have long been a part of their lives going back to even their teens.They want not being the man taking control of the wheel anymore. For once, they want to luxuriate in their backseat of life and watch as a well ennobled man takes over."

I do reconise this. When I whas a kid, not even a teenager I had submissive sexual feelings toward older woman.

"This desire stays with them till they’re way past middle-age, when the desire becomes like a blinking red light he can’t ignore.Eventually he seeks out someone in the ether who might explain to him the reason(s) behind his malady, and what to do about them."
Excatly why I'm here on this magnificent forum !


"The same goes with the wives, too. now’s the time to acknowledge your yearning sexual urges and let yourselves go!"
Our final step, but the one my wife have to do. All I can do is talk about it with her, be patience and hope she let it happen and discover a new and better sexlife for both of us.
 
Ok who out there sees themselves as being unable to stop being under the black cocks association with sex....I mean for me I cant it seems like I try to get turned on without watching interracial porn or fantacising of being there and have the desires I carry to be sexually taken and become his property I mean I have a gf and I can't even manage to find my self wanting to have sex and have to think of black cock while we have sex to be successfully....ive not watched any other kind of porn in like 15yrs or more...I spend more time on the endulgance of this than well anything lol it's but I just love it and I am totally unable to deny my being a white boy who has the desire to be a helpless sissy slave to the superior black daddy nd my white mistress as well.
Totally obsessed and addicted.
 
Ok who out there sees themselves as being unable to stop being under the black cocks association with sex....I mean for me I cant it seems like I try to get turned on without watching interracial porn or fantacising of being there and have the desires I carry to be sexually taken and become his property I mean I have a gf and I can't even manage to find my self wanting to have sex and have to think of black cock while we have sex to be successfully....ive not watched any other kind of porn in like 15yrs or more...I spend more time on the endulgance of this than well anything lol it's but I just love it and I am totally unable to deny my being a white boy who has the desire to be a helpless sissy slave to the superior black daddy nd my white mistress as well.

definately
 
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