Are you either obsessed or addicted to youre BBC desire?

I have been watching IR films for nearly 20 years. I am 36 now. Looking back I was hooked the first time I saw his black cock fall out of his pants. I was shocked. Several girls I had known then had recently started dating black guys. I didn't get it. Then after seeing that big black dick I could only imagine what they were getting - each ended up dropping out of HS when the got knocked up by a black guy. It made me horny as hell to imagine each of them fucking a big black dick. My dick instantly felt very in adequate at 5 in. Over the years I searched out IR porn at porn stores. I loved renting them when the cashier was black. I would take home as many movies as I could find and masturbate every night. I have never been into any real porn since except IR. I love and fantasize about girls taking BBC. I got my wife interested by watching IR films. We have used a black dildo every time we have fooled around now for 3 years now. My dick has been in her maybe 10 times since. She is hooked on her bbc toy. She has been too nervous to have actual bbc. I have been trying for years. I watch porn and masterbate to IR every day. I am addicted to seeing girls take black cocks. Lately though I have had the very strong desire to suck a big black cock myself. I have never had any interest in gay ******* in my life. Black cocks though are so amazing. So big and thick. I love skinny guys with a huge bbc hanging between there legs. If I met a cool blk guy that I ended up being friends with I probably would end up sucking his cock at some point. I don't think its gay though. It just speaks to the power of the black cock.
suck it soon,and swallow
 
Ok who out there sees themselves as being unable to stop being under the black cocks association with sex....I mean for me I cant it seems like I try to get turned on without watching interracial porn or fantacising of being there and have the desires I carry to be sexually taken and become his property I mean I have a gf and I can't even manage to find my self wanting to have sex and have to think of black cock while we have sex to be successfully....ive not watched any other kind of porn in like 15yrs or more...I spend more time on the endulgance of this than well anything lol it's but I just love it and I am totally unable to deny my being a white boy who has the desire to be a helpless sissy slave to the superior black daddy nd my white mistress as well.
I totally agree and feel the same,
 
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I am both obsessed AND addicted, that's for sure, but it's more than that...it's a sort of SLAVERY...I believe that since wife and i comitted to our BBC Bull we started thinking about Black Cock more and more, craving for it, wanting it, thinking of new ways to better serve our bull. We're happy when we know we made him hard and had fun using us. Wife and i are definitely slaves to Black Cock now.
 
Definitely an addiction for me.........the more I got, the MORE I wanted!! The more I did for them, the more I was willing to do for them, I was at a point where NOTHING was too far fetched for me to try. Hubby was getting fed up....what had started as something to spice up our marriage (and it DID!!) had become a 7 nite a week, multiple partners a nite, dragging home at 3 AM, sleep a few hours and drag off to work so I could get that over and get back to BBC that night again!! A "friday evening out for a few hours" became a weekend long unplanned gang bang with I have no idea how many guys.......one would call a couple friends who called a couple friends who called a couple friends.....I removed y diaphragm (all the birth control I use) about midnite Friday to prove I was the freakiest white girl they EVER met and never saw it again, got dropped off in my all white upper middle class driveway by a caddy full of black guys in front of neighbors, dripping sperm from every orifice , ******* and high (someone started rubbing coke on my clit and WOW!!! ******* were an absolute for my medical professional ER Manager husband), half dressed, covered in sperm literally from head to toes, and if hubby was not a medical pro I would have had to make a trip to his ER for a ******* overdose.........he gave me an ultimatum several days later when I was coherent again and I chose our ******* and him, gave up BBC cold turkey, but WOW do I miss it. It was an addiction tho.....I couldn't and wouldn't control it any better now than then so I get my "fix" from affairs with white guys, current my Boss/Lover who has been my Lover for 7 years.
 
I have same feeling me and my wife only get excited with big black penis and interracial porn. Black guy have a real big penis and make my wife wet very soon. But another thruth is that in internet when you look for porn 99 you can see black guy with white woman. This is the future the world has discovered the size of black penis and they make more visibility in porn and more excitation for woman
 
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