Afraid of becoming a dick-ted

Discussion in 'Cuckold Forum' started by Ukcuckwanabe, Oct 22, 2015.

  1. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Hello

    I am a married white female in my early 30's. I have blond hair and am what most men would consider to be good looking. My husband and I have been married for 14 years. I recently discovered he has been looking at Interracial Pornography on the internet. Almost exclusively black men having sex with white women. There seems to be an underlying theme of White Wives cheating on their husbands with well endowed black men, sometimes with the white husbands being f***ed to watch.

    This was a very disturbing discovery for me. I was appalled and surprised that my husband has so much of this stuff on his computer and in his internet history. What's even worse is he looks at "cuckold" porn and many of the women in these videos have the same look that I do. Thin, white women with with blond hair and blue eyes. If you do not know what interracial cuckold is, it's pornography where a white man watches his wife wife have sex with a black man. The black man always has a much larger penis and the white man is verbally and physically humiliated by his wife and the black man. Why does my husband look at this stuff? Is it possible that he is thinking of me while he watches it? Why would he fantasize and masturbate to thoughts of me with black men?


    As I found this pornography on my husbands computer, I began looking at it more and more. My husband doesn't know that I know about his fetish. It began is detective work to find out what turns him on and what he spends his time looking at.

    I was raised in a racist f****y in the south and was taught to stay away from black men. I have never been with a black man. And now here is the even bigger problem.


    It's beginning to turn ME on as well. When I was looking at my husbands computer there was one picture of a blond girl that looks a lot like I do, with a very large black man. I was shocked and excited at the size of his penis. I hate to admit it because it makes me feel so ashamed, but I masturbated that night while viewing the picture. I didn't want to, but I was so turned on that I felt like I couldn't stop myself. I felt dirty afterward but it was just the beginning of my addiction.

    Now I've began viewing these interracial picture of black men with with women on my own computer. These fantasies are dominating my sex life, and I've lost interest in having sex with my husband. Just the sight of a black mans penis seems to get me going and I can't stop thinking about it. One re-occurring fantasy I have been having is being "taken" by a group of 5 large black men. When I go out in public and see a black man walking by, I think about him sexually even if my husband is by my side.

    This is an intrusive fantasy that has been affecting my marriage and sex life. I would like to know what I can do to stop it, and get my husband to stop looking at it as well any advice appreciated thanks in advance X
     
  2. lust

    lust Member

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    Nice copy/paste loser.
     
  3. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    If you haven got nothing nice to say don't say nothing
    And what's with the insult looser wtf how old are you are we at school?
    And Yes it has been copied and pasted from a blog I found what my wife had written so beffore you go jumping in being an a noxious dick head keyboard warrior why don't you go fuck your self with a cactus
    I'm looking for serious and intelligent comments and replies to actually move our situation on
     
  4. Bbc_swingin

    Bbc_swingin Active Member Real Person Gold Member

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    First if this is the husband do you want your wife blackned?
     
  5. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Yes of. course I do
     
  6. hotjen

    hotjen Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    If you want her blcked and she's been looking at it then the wheels are in motion
     
  7. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Got some wheels in motion
     
  8. easyglider

    easyglider Member

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    I guess there are 4 kinds of people out here now

    1. Fake
    2. Pretenders
    3. And now Plagiarism. copy and paste....lol
    4. Real people...a few ones here, I am one of them here.

    Go a head and reply which number you belong to?
     
    #8 easyglider, Oct 23, 2015
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  9. tom7979

    tom7979 New Member

    I've seen this exact story out there before. Def. not legit.
     
  10. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    Probably seen it on our xhamster profile but you bunch of idiots believe what you want to believe your opinions don't actually matter as we are a fake couple living in a fake world that's all make believe not that I've actually been on cam and my wife's played on cam with me and exchanged pictures with a few black guys from the site but it must have been a figment of their imagination too
     
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  11. MacNfries

    MacNfries Well-Known Member Sweet & Cordial Gold Member

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  12. Ukcuckwanabe

    Ukcuckwanabe Well-Known Member Gold Member

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    For fuck sake it's a fucking porn/interracial dating site where people go to meet and chat about similar interests and share pornography
    If I wanted to put full stops commas and perfect my punctuation and grammar I think I'd go to college or university
    But it's kind of hard trying to write in the correct manner whilst using only one hand to type so tines I can't hit caps lock because I'm too busy using my other hand to wank off watching porn
     
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  13. stud83ch

    stud83ch New Member

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    "If you do not know what interracial cuckold is, it's pornography where a white man watches his wife wife have sex with a black man. The black man always has a much larger penis and the white man is verbally and physically humiliated by his wife and the black man."

    Really never heard of it, I can barely imagine that this exists! Thanks for the information.