I've had a problem, a secret, which I cannot share with anyone in real life. You see, even though I am a tall white male, about six feet with an adequate penis size of about 6 inches, I've always felt inferior to Black Men in the workplace, school, and literally every enviroment I've been in. Don't get me wrong, I'm a tough guy, I'm not a wimp, I've been in bar fights, and I make good money, and have a stunning auburn blonde girlfriend, but whenever I'm around coal Black Africans, I feel insecure. This one friend of mine for instance is a Kenyan, he's only 5''7, we've gone to Disney world together with our girlfriends. His girlfriend is a white brunnett. Also pretty but nothing like mine. The thing is, I've been fighting the growing suspicion, or obsession that he's been fucking my girlfriend too behind by back. I can't prove it, but I fantasy about it. I feel very jealous and shamed that I find myself masterbating when I think about it, even though I'm angry. I just can't stop. I think about black white cuckolding interracial sex both at school, at work, on lunch breaks. I'm almost 29 years old, and I've had this problem since I was 14. I download massive amounts of Interracial porn every day, and my greatest fear is that my live-in girlfriend will find it, an act on urges that might be just below the surface. I find myself frantic deleted whole gigabites of Interracial Porn, sometimes as many times as five nights every week. Is there a safe place I can store all my Interracial Porn online, so that when I feel fearful or ashamed I can just access and download it right back quickly? Also, is there any known cure for a white boy's interracial addiction? I really need to know the answers to these questions. I've been told that Black Men don't really have bigger cocks than white men, but I've seen a very thick bulge in the pants of my Kenyan friend several times, and not just when we went to Disney world together, and not just when he and his girlfriend was talking. He had it when he was alone with my girlfriend and I came back from the bathroom. I want some reassurage that I'm imagining things, and that my short much poorer, but very Black Kenyan friend does not have a bigger cock than me and is not fucking my girlfriend? If he is should I be ok, with it? After all, I'm constantly masterbating to the thought of being cuckolded and masteringbating to interracial cuckold porn? If I open up to my girlfriend, will I only cause the avalanch? How do I stop? I masterbate at least once every two or three days? This is a serious problem. Can anyone help me?