So.. its an odd thing.. I looked into this for about a year before I tried it and you read oh once you go black, and see posts from girls saying they are addicted or owned. I thought it was just silly fantasy.. but fuck.. I was trying to think why? Here is my take.. in the 46 yrs I have been on this earth, I never had sex like that before.. never came so hard, never felt like this, and I think its like any drug.. if you get super high the first time and its the best ever.. you keep after it. I mean its the same thing working in your brain, whether it be drugs or sex. except sex won't ruin your body.. though it could ruin your marriage.. but still her I am.. sounds like addiction.. its just crazy to me.. never been in this situation.. and its a bit scary.. Any others dealing with anything similar.. does it eventually slow down?