addicted to the lifestyle. your comments please

Hello all. I've tried to keep my desires under control but images like the below one always seem to create a maelstrom of emotions in me, confusion, envy,lust, jealousy and the desire to worship. I feel compelled to let the community know how I beg to serve the owner of this magnificent cock and the lady. My feelings of complete inadequacy thrill me to the core. I would love to hear from any ladies or black masters who continue to champion the interracial lifestyle and the subjugation and humiliation of the white male.