A new me

#1
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind.

I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.
 
#2
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind.

I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.
girl, he won't change his mind!!! :bounce:
 
#4
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind.

I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.
I've taken 3 married women before. 1 with her husband watching, the other two without. We should talk and I'll tell you more.

Very sexy girl!
 

Alanm

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#5
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind.

I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.
Go for it!
 

MemphisMWM

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#6
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind.

I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.
I'm guessing your husband knew you caught him jerking off to the cuck porn? If so, and if you haven't already, just be honest and tell him you keep thinking about that and it really turns you on. Ask him to tell you what it is about it that excites him. That kind of discussion might start this moving from a fantasy, to a real encounter that you will both enjoy.
 
#7
Hey brin I am in minneaplois. Mn. Where are tou located. I would love tk fuck you in fronr of hubby. I def would fuck you super good and hard in front of hubby. I have done this a few times with hubbies present watching or taping for his jerk off pleasure. You want some. Hubby would anything you say trust me. He wants it just as bad as you maybe even more than you.
 

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MemphisMWM

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#8
Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life . . . .
Also, you need to post some pictures of that new body. I bet the responses you get will boost your confidence even more!
 
#10
HiBrin, I never involved my husband (we are divorced now) but I enjoyed plenty of black cock during that time. You won't be able to turn back now so even if your husband were to say no, would you still take some black cock? My suggestion is to offer yourself to two black men in a cheap motel and do anything they tell you to do. Your gonna love it.
 
#11
Two!?!? I'm on the fence about one...

However, Tracy, I've read some if your posts and
I have to tell you that your aditude about all this is kind of a turn on. I've wondered what it would be like to be with a black man when I was a teenager, but it hasn't entered my mind in years. Then, when I started thinking about it a couple months ago, I started becoming more and more ... well ... horny, but wow - I dont think I could go all the way like you though. Refardless, I don't want to ruin my marriage, even if that means I don't do it. : (

Did your husband know you were with other men? If so, did you have to convince him? How much did you get stretched out? Why do you think I should do two instead of one? Do you think I couldn't stop at one time (seriously)?
 

blackmeat

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#12
Two!?!? I'm on the fence about one...

However, Tracy, I've read some if your posts and
I have to tell you that your aditude about all this is kind of a turn on. I've wondered what it would be like to be with a black man when I was a teenager, but it hasn't entered my mind in years. Then, when I started thinking about it a couple months ago, I started becoming more and more ... well ... horny, but wow - I dont think I could go all the way like you though. Refardless, I don't want to ruin my marriage, even if that means I don't do it. : (

Did your husband know you were with other men? If so, did you have to convince him? How much did you get stretched out? Why do you think I should do two instead of one? Do you think I couldn't stop at one time (seriously)?
Hello Brin, welcome to the community!