Hi, my name is Brin. I recently lost 70 pounds and finally have the body I've always wanted. In losing the weight I gained new confidence and found a desire of wanting something more in my life. When I caught my husband masturbating to a cuckold website, I was mostly shocked and really wasn't sure what to do. However, I must admit that I was kind of turned on by the idea of having sex with another man (particularly a black man) in front of my husband. Ive always had a thing for athltic black men. That was about six weeks ago. Since then, I have not been able to stop thinking about actually doing it. So, I've finally decided that now that I have the body I want, I've earned the right to be satisfied by a real man. I'm not sure how to tell hubby, but I think I'd like to make all the arraingments before, so he won't have time to change his mind. I have only been with two men, including my husband, and both have smaller penises. Also, im from a smaller mid-west town where there are no minorities. Thus, I'm pretty nervous about this whole thing. But also excited - I've dreamed of having a crazy side, and I guess this is it. I'd love to talk to any women who have done this before, or husbands whose wives have done it.