i never realised anything like this existed until a couple of months ago. Then something snapped. i used to be normal. Now i spend my spare time surfing for interracial, cuckold, Black Domme sites, anything. It's like i'm brainwashing myself and i can't stop. When I sleep with my girlfriend now i have to imagine we're both slaves, chained by our African owners, or i can't even get it up. She's pretty but my masculinity has surrendered to my obsession. It seems wrong that she is even mine. i want her taken from me, Black property, and my white body sentenced to chastity. what do i do?