i closed it because of all the harrasment i was getting. accused of being fake. a kaafir. taunting me and winding me up. it got tiring and as much as i liked talking to people, and especially all the sisters asking for advice, i had to close it for my own sanity. i've been much happier since. i'm glad u liked the blog though. it was from a sincere place. i think that means something.